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What have we become?Sea of faces never seen before, voices echo from the obscure, and into my hell I descended, totured soul, ripped and torn from the comforts of mortal life, nothing left to crawl through the bloody waste, subjected to endless torment, this is no longer a happy place! A prison, built to keep us in! Keep us dark, remove our individuality! Failing systems slowly crash, secrets leak through the seams, cracking at the foundation our "society" turns the other cheek, more focused on whoever did what in the news tonight!
PurgeThis is not your place to be! You've overstepped your boundaries! Your presence has brought sickness to my world, and it must be purged! Hate, jealousy and violence, travel in your wake! I constructed these walls for a reason, but you've outgrown your welcome! This is not a place to play, you've mistaken it for your home! You burned down the walls, spat in my face, and expected me to sit, idly by! And as you laid waste to my kindgom, I plotted out your demise. It's all gone exactly to plan, how could you be so easy to fool!? So therefore I must Purge! Purge! Purge! Purge your vile sickness from my home! Purge your legacy! Purge your memory, never to be found again!
Punisher.Night will bring the presence of unknown power, to break me from these chains, and I can feel the essence of hatred crawl through my veins, to wreak havoc once again! Unstoppable, I tear through this world, unbreakable, You cannot hope to kill me now! I have the power of the ancient gods at my finger tips, and I will use every method to hunt you down! My name will burn through the cortex of the foul, my face will haunt the nightmares of those who bring pain!
And with on fell swoop, my force will cripple you, and allow you to feel our pain! The tables are turned, you may have one the battle but the war still lies ahead! And I will break every ounce of your being, and shackle you to the floor with brutal supremacy! For you are a weakling, praying on those who cannot defend themselves!
I am the protector, all those wicked fall into my hands, the children of god, the followers of a white knight, who claims to be devine! So say your prayers aa you descend, for my chains will not end, and on
A promise.Where was the rest of the world when I needed a light, where was everyone who said they'd help me fight?! They were blotted out by the light you have become, you were there when I was down, you showed me the way, even when I didn't know where we stood, you're always here, you're always there to catch my fall. I can only repay you best I can, over it may be, but I have not lost hope. My friend, my very first love, you've made me strong, you've taught me how to fight, and I won't let you fade away, I will always be here just you were before, I promise you I will jever leave.
VengeanceDeadly force, carries me! Away! This force clamps around my face, ripping tearing at my soul! Weakend heart, and paper thin skin, rendered defenseless by your endless torment! It's not my fault! I did my best to please you! My mind spread thin, I scream and I cry, just begging for the answer, the answer to WHY! The spark of light has been put out, the end of me is now in sight!
Just give me one thing! I am asking you for just one thing! Give me a way out! A way out of this crumbling visage of reality! Let me out I cannot take it anymore! Allow me to breathe, and cleanse my soul! I am a blackened crust, a hollow pit, break my back, and throw me away!
I was lost, and I turned to you for hope, but all I found was broken dreams, and false promises. I thought you'd never leave, I thought you'd carry me.. when I could not carry myself!
But you lied! Motherfucker you lied! You told me you'd be at my back! You left me broken, for a drug dealer!? You scum! You waste! YOU WERE EVERYTHING! MOTHER
Sad To SayJust give up the fight, you'll never see the light before you finally say goodnight to your life. It's sad to fuckin say but its the only god damn way to make you see! You fought so hard, you roared so bravely, but now it's time to lay down your arms, and finally give it a rest.
Its so sad to say things never go your way, what a fucking shame you had so much to claim as your own. Take a little resr, just let it end, maybe then you'll be released. Its so sad to say that you cannot fight again, so just lay down your heavy head, and let it finally end.
Death isn't a fresh perspectiveI saw my mother
swallowing something small
when I was just a child
The anguish in her eyes
faded, as she told me
it was just a
with a little extra kick
maybe years later,
that's how I convinced
to swallow fifteen,
give me a fresh perspective;
in the end,
my breath reeked
instead of mint.
Our Captain (Robin Williams Remembrance Poem)Oh, Captain
We’ve never had,
A Friend like You.
You came to us as an Alien,
from the Planet Ork.
But through the Years,
You made Home in Our Hearts
We Saluted You over the Airwaves
We Watched You get Sucked in a Game,
And Haul Your Family in the Big Rolling Turd.
You were a British Nanny,
Who was actually their Dad.
A Business Man,
Who was actually Peter Pan.
A Crazy Scientist,
Making a Being called Flubber.
Who Just Wanted to be Free.
You were a Robot,
Made of Rusty Old Parts.
We’ve never had,
A Friend like You.
You became the Man of the Year,
And the Wax Figurine Exhibit
Of the Twenty-Sixth President
Of the United States of America.
You Were the World’s Greatest Dad,
And the World’s Greatest Therapist.
You Had a License to Wed
And be a Kid,
Who Grew Up Four Times Too Fast.
You only Won One Oscar.
But that’s okay.
We Love all Your Other Works Anyways…
We Will Miss You
to a crucifix
on the left side
of his neck
tells me he can end all
of your suffering -
and i look at him
and i cross my arms, thinking
he can't even do this
DoormatI let you walk
All over me
Like the floor
Beneath your feet
And I never complain
The floor doesn't
If the floor complained
When you walked on it
You would be very annoyed
And you would probably
So I don't complain
Because I don't want
To be replaced
And I let you
Push me around
Like a cart
Through a shop
And I never push back
The cart doesn't
If the cart pushed back
When you pushed it
You would get hurt
And you would probably
So I don't push back
Because I don't want
To be left alone
Now, and forever more
Who lets you
Wipe your feet on my face
I love you
But I question
If you love me back
Because who would love
A dirty old Doormat?
It Trapped Her, It Released HerWhen I was younger, and little girl, I wanted a little brother.
So when she got home, I excitedly ran down stairs to tell my mother
She looked at me nervously, and brushed my question away.
“Honey, I don't have time now, we'll talk about it another day.”
I was slightly disappointed because my friends all had younger siblings,
I only had an older sister who tried her best to ignore me.
But that day she heard what I asked my mother and after dinner, pulled me in her room.
And with a sneer she whispered silently, “Mother sent our little brother to heaven too soon.”
At the age of nine, with a child's mind, I had no idea with that meant.
“Is that why Daddy went away, because he misses him?”
“Daddy got depressed and died,” she replied with a scowl,
“But don't be sad, he's in the clouds, he's with our brother now.”
Days went by and I remained silent,
yet I could see the light in my mother's eyes no longer lit.
After my question she w
I died todayI died today
Took my own life
I was tired
I was desperate
And now I'm dead
People never cared
So I left them behind
Now a new life awaits
Beyond the gates of Hell
SkinnyI wish you'd believe me,
When I tell you you're pretty,
That you don't need to skip a meal or run 7 miles,
Just so you can be skinny,
You talk about how you hate yourself,
You wish you could be stunning, beautiful, gorgeous.
You think that if you looked like a model,
That you'd never be lonely,
Everyone would love you.
You think you d get that guy you ve been dreaming of,
Maybe mommy and daddy wouldn't be so harsh if they had a pretty little girl.
You re skin and bone,
But that is not good enough,
You need less and less,
And every pound that disappears,
You begin to lose yourself in a vicious cycle.
Until you re consumed and it eats away at you.
I beg you to listen to me,
I want you to know that you mean everything,
But you don't care,
And then when the ambulances came,
And carried you away...
There was nothing more I could say...
I guess you were unaware,
That you were already beautiful.
Breathing RoomI leave chrysanthemums
scattered at your feet on tile floor
like the pencil shavings piled
on your desk.
"The flower of death,"
with Rorschach roses on your knuckles
and the hint of a warrior
in the line of your lips,
you sketch bears with open jaws
and black-shadow eyes
in the margins of your math book
with permanent ink.
The hooded abyss of your gaze
you can't bring yourself to say:
Love is short
and prone to fading.
It's a good thing I don't mind breathing life
into negative spaces.
Everything EndsKeep your chin up, for it always ends. Everything has an end, even the pain, the regret, the loneliness, it always comes to an end, wether its in sight or not, it will come. Don't let the water flow above your head, tread the water in the endless sea, but know that you are strong enough to break whatever chains bind you. Keep your head up you brave soul, the world is not as cruel as you think, and I promise you, I will be there every step of the way. I will catch you when you fall, I will hold you when you stand, and I will fly with you as you soar through the sky. Everything ends, even the sadness, even the excruciating silence, even the things that make you feel without worth, keep your chin up you brave soul. I am here as a simple aid.. and like everything else, I will end, I am simply here to convey you to happiness.. it's up to you to keep me around after you achieve that happiness. I will not influence your choice.
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